MNIDA,what makes you scared?

hi htere mnida,

today started so slow and go on in this way..i dont know but i see that i didnt realize too many things today..sometimes i feel like staying at home and dont want to do anything..of course i learned pieces from the internet,books and Holy things..i can just say maybe i need more to satisfy myself..

i think about the future today..we always plan like we are gonna live in this world forever but we also know that this world is gonna say 'bye bye' one day..but what is all desire inside us that we keep on making ourself tired for this world..yeah of course we are human and we need to live in this world and we are sent by God here..but sometimes everything seems and sounds so empty to me when people talk or even i talk..i feel like i waste all the words that i used..

i see everybody has dreams in this world and i agree that we should have dreams and desires..but sometimes we forget ourselves..and i just want to say sometimes all the things are worth it?..i will get my answer one day but i know that i shouldnt forget to look inside myself with a mirror..

MNIDA